it looks dumb, but i'm so bored. i just wanna create some posts to this lullaby land.
when sometimes you get so bored, you'll start thinking. ponder about things that would not normally cross your mind. or, rather, things you usually prefer not to think about.
like, i so don't know what i want.
i wish i'm schooling, makes me feel the youth in me, rather than working trying to support myself when i know i am not doing the best in the job. it's not my area of interest. and most importantly, i am not earning much. as in, of course it is enough to support myself. but it is just myself.
i want to know what i like to do, what i can really do well, what interests me. but then again, its hard to find some job you like and earn big bucks out of it. so lost, feel im so young, yet so old. i don't want to be like everyone else around me. so many out there of my age is studying for the sake of studying, apparently for the piece of certificate that says: CONGRATS IN COMPLETING XXX. not knowing what the future holds for them, not bothering if they like it.
RARRRRRR. no work, no study, can have alot of money?
